Journal Post

29may2018 10:26 pm

**DISCLAIMER** I debated whether I wanted to post this. Went back and forth with myself. The purpose of this blog is to show transparency, give you a glimpse of what’s on my mind and in my heart. So that includes the GOOD DAYS, THE NOT SO GOOD DAYS, AND THE BAD DAYS! Every post won’t be peachy creamy. I’ll have post where I’m literally crying while typing. *almost there btw* I’m pretty sure this feeling is relatable.

Such an overwhelming urge to cry.

Restless.

Residing in the unknown feels like I’m

suffocating

Feels like no oxygen is making it to my brain.

I feel like I can’t breathe

can’t concentrate

I wanna run to my “shutdown” place

Thought about running to my word

even whispering a prayer to Daddy

But I don’t even know where to start

nor what to say.

You would think that I would be use to these moments

Each one is different, this one is different

to fight this feeling takes too much energy

So I’ll just stay here

It’s the easier option in this moment.

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