**DISCLAIMER** I debated whether I wanted to post this. Went back and forth with myself. The purpose of this blog is to show transparency, give you a glimpse of what’s on my mind and in my heart. So that includes the GOOD DAYS, THE NOT SO GOOD DAYS, AND THE BAD DAYS! Every post won’t be peachy creamy. I’ll have post where I’m literally crying while typing. *almost there btw* I’m pretty sure this feeling is relatable.
Such an overwhelming urge to cry.
Residing in the unknown feels like I’m
Feels like no oxygen is making it to my brain.
I feel like I can’t breathe
I wanna run to my “shutdown” place
Thought about running to my word
even whispering a prayer to Daddy
But I don’t even know where to start
nor what to say.
You would think that I would be use to these moments
Each one is different, this one is different
to fight this feeling takes too much energy
So I’ll just stay here
It’s the easier option in this moment.