I’m gonna let you guys into my brain for a quick second. **DISCLAIMER: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK TRANSPARENT POST!**
Sitting in class, cannot concentrate at all. Unexpected news right before walking in. After an emotional day, waking up this morning was much better. To be hit with this news and having to sit in a four-hour long class…can you say OVER IT! EXACTLY! I hate to be rude and leave out of class while he’s talking. However, my mind hasn’t been here for the last hour and a half. On the inside im screaming, “sir please shut up and let us go home!!!!”
Meanwhile back at the ranch, yesterday was a very hard day! My Grandmother was weighing heavy on my heart. Missing her like crazy on top of missing others as well. I stayed in the bed majority of the day. Depression started sinking in. Didn’t want to take anything, open any blinds, just wanted to lay in the bed, in isolation. Had a headache from hell! On top of not really having an appetite. #transparentmoment I wanted to run. Run where? Idk. I wanted to push people away. I was ready to block people, turn off my phone and just sleep and cry.
Today has just been one for the books. Depression definitely had its moment. Anxiety definitely settled in for a while. Prayerfully tomorrow is a better day.
**depression and anxiety is REAL! Call and check on your strong friend today! Share some love and encouraging words. More so, be there even if it means just listening and not saying a word.”