Journal Post, Random

I Said I Love Him

I said I love Him

And I promise you I meant it

Maybe my actions show otherwise

But deep down in my heart I do

I said I love Him

However my thoughts sometimes betray Him

My emotions sometimes cause me to react in total opposite of “I love you.”

I said I love Him

But I don’t nearly spend as much time as I need to with Him

Because I allow life and busyness to have my full attention at times

I said I love Him

Seemingly I always find a way to mess things up

I said I love Him

However I sometimes get impatient when He doesn’t respond quick enough

Or if I feel like He’s not listening

Or not moving as quickly as I would like

So I sometimes move and try to make things happen on my own.

How can I say I love Him and half trust Him?

It’s not fair to Him nor me.

In love there’s no half way—it’s either all or nothing.

I said I love Him

And I promise you I meant it

For real this time….

6 thoughts on “I Said I Love Him”

  1. Yyyyyeeeesssssss I needed to hear this I said I’m sorry so much to my boyfriend and now he feels as if the more I said it the worse it gets but I feel likes he don’t hear me or has move on. It’s been a long rollercoaster of emotions but I do truly love and miss him….. but GOD… thank you for this read I needed to hear this.

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