Journal Post, Random

But I Didn’t Ask You…

**Going through some old notes and found this 26June2018** But I didn’t ask you to touch me. You did without my permission! I didn’t ask you to take my innocence, But you did. I didn’t ask for you to be absent in my life, Or be emotionally detached But you did! I didn’t ask for… Continue reading But I Didn’t Ask You…

Journal Post, new chapter, Random, Self-image

Thank You 29…Hello 30

29 has taught me so much. I've learned what faith looks like, what grace feels like, what his mercy does and what his love covers. It's shown me that I live in fear of rejection too much. I care way too much about what people think. I learned that when someone's season is up in… Continue reading Thank You 29…Hello 30

Journal Post, Random

Can’t Strike Out

I tried FOUR times! FOUR times I tried to STRIKE OUT! FOUR times I said "it's not worth it!" FOUR times I tried to play God and determine my own fate. STRIKE ONE: I was about 15 years old. I took 19 pills and said "this is it. What I've done I'm too ashamed. I've… Continue reading Can’t Strike Out