Last Monday was just... hard!
I said I love Him And I promise you I meant it Maybe my actions show otherwise But deep down in my heart I do I said I love Him However my thoughts sometimes betray Him My emotions sometimes cause me to react in total opposite of “I love you.” I said I love Him… Continue reading I Said I Love Him
Not another one When will it end? Not another one.... That’s all I can think about as I’m staring at my computer trying to jot down all of my feelings and emotions and thoughts. This pain seems familiar These tears feel redundant Feels like I’m reliving 022713 again Except at the hands of someone else… Continue reading Not Another One
29May2019 I don’t wanna feel like this. I’m not supposed to feel like this. I thought I was pass this. Thoughts that consume my mind on today. I thought I had this depression thing under control. Like, naw girl, you don’t deal with it as much as you use to. Little did I know depression… Continue reading It’s Subtle…
29 has taught me so much. I've learned what faith looks like, what grace feels like, what his mercy does and what his love covers. It's shown me that I live in fear of rejection too much. I care way too much about what people think. I learned that when someone's season is up in… Continue reading Thank You 29…Hello 30
I tried FOUR times! FOUR times I tried to STRIKE OUT! FOUR times I said "it's not worth it!" FOUR times I tried to play God and determine my own fate. STRIKE ONE: I was about 15 years old. I took 19 pills and said "this is it. What I've done I'm too ashamed. I've… Continue reading Can’t Strike Out
Man, can't describe this feeling... in my body HARD to want something someone so much but you allow rejection to keep you in that box not allowing you to express how you feel for fear of not hearing what you want them to say afraid that you will once again be wrong made a fool… Continue reading In My Body…HARD
This piece was written today. I felt every emotion within the last 24 hours. I just want to encourage whoever reads this today-acknowledge your feelings and find positive affirmations to combat those feelings. Know that I love you. Thanks for reading